Tuesday, October 6, 2009

THE INVISIBLE GOD AND HIS BASTARDS!!

"Isn't it enough to see that a garden is beautiful without having to believe that there are fairies at the bottom of it too?”
— Douglas Adams

The world with blind faith propelled by crooked intention or the use of our crooked corrupt intentions to do things that you really don’t need… It’s like pimping your soul to your greedy desire... People are not only blinding themselves but bluntly refusing to acknowledge that they are blind. A wasted generation of souls raising gene pool of walking talking and breeding hybrid, dumb-wit dogmatic whores. Trying to do things in name of something unknown and satisfy his greed!!

Sometimes I do think every human is special in his own world that revolves around him and sometimes I do think the majority of the generation acting like a clowns pretending to be someone and something else, Muting their inner seeking souls, the more I think about all this circus the more I get the feeling that everything is BS and anyone can be anything only if they TRY & to Learn!. No one is a saint nor for fact can sinner, it’s all in the psyche... everyone can justify their deeds if you have the patience to think at his mindset... I do blame this very controlled form of torture on our hallucinating hypothesis of the superpower... Yes I do blame all our suffering, wretchedness, concept of misery on the god. God doesn’t inspire anything but never forgets to take his credit... Its you that you are doing and you don’t know what you are doing.. Its only after you realize that you have done something.. Some call it free will I call it something that is already determined.

Why is that a person who wants to live life free of compulsions and obligations considered to be a lunatic or loser? Just following the mere path of a line that’s drawn and redrawn from time to time just for the sake of that particular period of time and its people. Hippocratic societies and their so called “quoted” enlightenment always push you to be what you not meant to be. No one can call themselves atheist now coz even they have made it as a group with a meaningful purpose and agendas.. And sometimes few species even try to excel in that rat race. Everything starts and ends with WHY? Imagine just saying what exactly that you think of something plain and simple with no exaggerations, your deep secrets that you won’t sometimes even reveal to yourself. But it doesn’t really matter, or does it? When you are dead you are dead and you are fucking dead uncertain of your memories too… Whether it will remain in you or just gets ERASED. Just the way we evolved from tiny microbes to stupid beings wanting to be control freaks, micro designed and programmed to make ourselves simpler but ending up in the entwined world of madness which only defines ourselves.

Even I am superstitious I fear sometimes of the unknown and do the simple things like praying if I accidentally touch anything or someone. But it’s not me I have been brought up like that I dunno whom to blame… I was a believer and was bewildered by the power of god… I can’t erase all those minuscule things that my friends and family has thought me.. But I as a person and my mind that is made to think the way it has can’t personally believe in all those things… I am not an idealist at least in my thoughts and things that I do... But at least I try hope to be honest about my intentions and its subsequent guilt. I try to control all my waywardness, gibberishes, and my mind but after sometime I let everything AFLOAT, FALL and JUST LET GO!!!

1 comment:

madhumakhi said...

I lyk this entry of urs , especislly when u say tht evrything starts and ends wid why .